haiz...todae is a fuck up day....arghz....so rush...rush down to penjuru...worked till 1pm plus...didnt had lunch...den rush straight down to enplas at macpherson....luckily got bro's car...if not, wait for cab will die....haiz...tink of it, i didnt even had dinner last nite...wow....
yupz....last nite rushed down to funan to buy something for her....den rush down to bro's office to do project...haiz...den guess wat? drinking again lohz...LOL....aniwae, i tink, maybe my soon to come effort will be wash down the drain...maybe? maybe not...juz saw her facebook.....she wrote something that i feel it is not for me....yupz....everybody deserves a second chance...i have given her...she has not given mi one yet....yet now she is asking from someone else.."I do need you and where are you"...doesnt it sound familier? I guess I have used it before...but its pointless when the person has no room for you....
humans are funnie creature...hard to understand...when there is a chance waiting to be given, the person rather not take it....when there isnt ani, they would ask for it....but still they will not be given....funnie....todae is a pek chek dae for mi...definitely...tink of it...it has been two weeks le bahz....well.....aniwae, will continue to work on the thing that is meant for her....its make or break....after tat.....its all down to her le....back to slogging at work...knn...arghz....i feel like shouting...i feel like telling someone...but i cannot find anione....yupz...i miss u again...
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