Alright...gd morning peeps...hehe...yupz...todae feel good...dunch noe y.....aniwae, i slpt at 230am last nite. trying to do that thing....but chee beh! didnt work the way i wanted it to...nvm...trying it again later....
Aniwae, juz read something i feel not quite right abt it....not right abt the way u tink when it is not....if i would realli wanna monitor u, i would have stayed every night. When you go and party, i would go with you or wait to send you home....i can do that...but i did not coz i trust u.....have u ever wonder y i would sometimes be possessive? its juz becoz im an overly sensitive person....i can sense it...i sense something is not very right.....if u still remember there is one night i said to u in hush "why u recently lose ur temper on me soooo easily".....tats the day when i started to....i know something is not right....
btw, the thing i told u on saturday was not meant for u...tis i have to declare and swear upon god...its my way of seeing and testing others ard mi....not including u...becoz there is nothing on u for mi to test....
whether u r wif Mr R or not, i dun care...i onli care if he treats u well if u r wif him....im alwaes worried for u....before, now and alwaes....drinking buddies? i like the idea....aniwae, you have think too much...but thanks for thinking too much, it onli means u care....maybe, i truely hope so....
hmmm...toking abt a getaway....i realli regret one thing when i was wif her...i alwaes fail to keep up my promise to go visit her ah ma in m'sia.....i shld have done so...i must....but i alwaes push it further away.....she mish her ah ma...i wish to see her too dearly...aniwae, hope nothing is too late for now...if have the chance, ur getaway includes this...
okie...back to doing my tings...its a fuck up week for me....dam fuck up...drink, slpt late, ate less...wat else...let me see....work dun go smoothly...wat else...erm....i seriously feel like a zombie everyday....aimlesslyj jumping ard and hitting the walls...arghz..pain...LOL....aniwae, i will alwaes come back strong....and will be much stronger...thanks bloggie for listening to mi.....
missing u.....
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