They have taken my grandma away from us....grandma has passed away this morning...was dam freakingly shock that sis called and tell me that in the morning...expected this would happened...but not this fast....no...
wished i can go down and help mum with the stuff.....wish my wifey can help...but she is still slping...she was home late last nite...i dunnoe y muz jie jiu xiao chou...instead, i feel shld have gone home earli and maybe could have prepared herself if i neeeded her help...
Maybe i shldnt tink tis way....its wrong to tink tis way...she had explained and had her own reasons....but still...2nd part of the disappointment is, im sad, shld have gone home to earli in order not to let mi worrie or misunderstand aniting...becoz im at all high level of emotional state....
Im now at home....rushing to bathe and rush down to bukit timah...i hate my company....hate them for not giving compassionate leave becoz "contract says immediate family doesnot include grandparents".,...wat the fuck!?!....den i still helping them to settle one customer issues....rush to thomson...i shld have left immediately....no...i have my responsibility...i am not like them...wats the use of giving flowers? F off....I hate myself...why didnt i visit my grandma more....why didnt i....why didnt i bring my wifey down more often to see her....why.....i miss my grandma..sori....cant continue...be back soon...
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