feels funnie this morning....went any customer place, resolved issues quickly....hmmmm....in the end....i know why....becoz my grandma has passed all her luck to me....now...she is lying on the bed...unconcious.....grasping for air.....
I am bery bery sad....received sms from sis and mum....this afternoon...."doctor say ah ma situation worsen alot...." "be prepared..." "she is on breathing machine, breathing very heavily"...called bb ask her wanna follow mi go...but after hearing bb...think bb not in a good mood...so i changed my mind....but i regretted...i needed her by my side earlier on...
Rush to hospital, TTSH, after serving a customer at AMK industrial park 2A. Think of it...it may be god's arrangement. Manager last minute send mi to amk....and amk is near to novena where ttsh is at....When i reached there, saw ah ma in breathing mask, grasping for air....my heart sank...my heart aches terribly....eyes felt sourish....and yes....i cried...not onli once....but thrice everytime i walked back into the ward and look at my grandma....as im typing now....im thinking of her...i feel like crying again.....i tink of how my grandma was so fit yesterday, and today, she collasped. Went on Sunday to see her...luckily....she was still fine back then...although she frequently talked to herself and alittle bit of breathing difficulties, overall, she looked fine...she laughed too....how i wish i can see her laugh now.....................but bb wasnt with mi to see her on Sunday at old folks home...i wanna show ah ma she is the person i wanna marry....i wonder if there will be such a chance animore..im crying again....
Just reached home...sms bb...but no reply...guessed she was busy...or maybe high le...hahaha...my bb high le shout loud loud de...cute....i was expecting a call from her...or an sms....but nope....twice, when i needed her most, she was not wif mi......but i cant blame her fully...i didnt have the courage to speak out....coz i dun wanna her to worry too much...she has more than enough worries on her end....
oh...juz received an mms from bb...apparently, somebody drew garfield on the pool challenger blackboard....its sweet of bb....oh...bb called using video call.....nice...see bb face...temp forget abt sadness....love u bb..but i still wanna hug hug bb....hur hur...
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